Friendships and RelationshipsFinally a post? haha Sorry lo. Exam this week ma. Haih exam =( study late and end late. Lol so very tired haih..... Anyway back to the topic Friendships and relationships.
FriendshipsI have friends that:
-Are Loners =.="
-Show support to me when i am down
-Don't care about me at all
-Make jokes so i could laugh
-Annoys me just by looking at her
-Starting to be annoying
-Help me in my studies
-Are very very close to me last time but not anymore but hopefully close again soon
-Din invite me to certain parties just becoz i have a LITTLE conflict with someone that is invited. (Not blaming you la. Just disappointed.)
-Are very Kiasu
-Never care about studies
-Love Rock and Roll
-Are Emo and screams " Why does she have to leave me? " in the middle of the class
-Loves to sing
-Calls me Science Reject, FYI its Reject Science =P
-ETC
No matter how bad they are, they are still my friends. I should appreciate them. What is life without friends??? Loneliness BluekkkkkkkkkZ. Yaaaaaa....... cant live without them. But le... people are changing. Some change for the better, but some change for the "badder" lol. What can i do? Nothing lo. The most i tell them only but it really is up to them if they wanna change back. Some of my friends are given nicknames such as "Double D", "Nerd", "Loner", "50 Cent", "Bangkai bernyawa", "Alex Bear", "Boss", and of coz a group called "The Fantastic 4".
hahaha. Lol. Some of us might not like a certain or a few of our friends very much. However they are still our friends and we must accept them for who they are and who they are going to be. I would like to take this oppurtunity to say sorry to my friends for what 'ive done wrong ( Not being emo, its ikhlas ) and say thank you to my friends that helped me in my life. There is certainly no other place better than being with u all ~
RelationshippppppNow, the emo ppl's favourite topic. Hahaha. After studying until 12.30 last nite, i went to friendster. I was looking at my comments. After that, i went to see some of my friends. I went to see a particular friend that i've fallen in love with the last time. I looked at her photos. Hmmm new photos. Just uploaded. Wow. She is actually quite photogenic. Hahaha. Im glad that she moved on already. She became a lot mature already. Maturity was her problem for me but now, Wohooo Super Mature already! She is actually married now. =P Happy for her also lo. Wanna know who arrr? Don wanna let u know le. Hmm.. ok la... give u all a clue she is "14"+ 1 = 15 years old. LAlala. Can figure out who ma? Hehe. After looking at few of her older pics, i started to think of the past. Lol... Why? i also dunno? Have I 100% moved on? well I THINK i have.
Hmmmmmm I've falled for lots of girls before, I admit. I've fallen for a girl that:
-Is Lame (last time not now)
-Is so bad that she let go of me for no reason
-Is very close to me ( we are almost like best friends )
-Is very sweet but too bad we werent meant for each other
-ETC
Hahaha ya ETC! All you guyz might think " Eeee Why Owen like playboy de like so many girls before! " Let me tell u this guyz, I never played any girl in my life. The one that i like, i like. I wont go and like 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 girls at once. Blah. Now that is what u call player...
You think i wanna like so many girls before meh? This things cannot control de. Lifee~~
If not ngam of course cannot be together ma? correct or not? I ever hurt a girl and im sorry. I got hurt before too and i am helping that girl say sorry to myself, so im sorry to myself.
I do not regret falling in love though. Ive learnt lots of things from it. How some girls act and all. It is better for us teenagers to experience this. Hahaha. Imagine u having no experience and u first fall in love when u turn 24. And your girlfriend/boyfriend had just accepted you. U will do very badly. Haha. U wont know how to treat ur bf/gf because you have no experience.
However, im not asking you all to fall in love =.=". Relationships at our age are not stable. So, i wont want to see my friends getting hurt from this cause it really is PAINFUL. PAiN!!!! xD My advice is not to fall in love but it is good to have experience in relationship rather than not having any. (Pros and Cons la)
My love life now? hmm confusing i should say? Don wanna talk about it. Hahaha. I've asked a friend for advice and thanks to her, im feeling better now. She told me that problems in relationships are actually "FUN". It is part of life. Yea. I agreeee. For me, ive told many of my friends who had similar problems that there are many problems in relationships and it is a challenge for the couples to solve. Lol True or not? Soooooo i will try to appreciate her the best i can.
K liao...... ive let out everything edi. I've been thinking of this yesterday. Make me cannot sleep nia. Sorry for my bad english in this post especially the grammar. LOL
SOLLY LA, MY ENGLAND NOT VELI THE GOOSE =.="And for my friends who hate me even more after reading this blog, sorry lo! I just wanna spill this out nia.AND YA,
LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION =P